I hate life.
For some reason, I seem to repel people.
I lived with my Great-Grandma for a month learning she didn't like having me there, when she had been excited for me to come initially.
I've lived with an aunt and uncle (once removed, or something like that) for the past month. The husband doesn't want me to move out unless I have a plan and have the money/job to be able to survive on my own. However, the wife wants me gone. I just learned tonight that the wife has been living in a separate room and that I'm basically tearing their marriage apart.
I've also realized in the past week that I have no friends anymore.
I'm working a dead-end job that I hate that doesn't pay much above minimum wage. There aren't very many jobs out there that fit my skills, and the ones that do don't hire me.
I can't find somewhere to live in my price range that allows dogs, and I'm not willing to get rid of my dog.
My car is on the verge of breaking down. My computer is sucking more and more each day and I really need to get it looked at before it's completely unusable.
None of my plans are working out and I'm feeling completely lost. Being an adult sucks and I just don't know what to do.
Sorry for this completely depressing journal. I keep telling myself I'm going to post something happy, and then I don't. And right now, I have never felt so lost and unwanted. Nothing is working out, and my backup plans are falling to pieces. How can I stay when I'm tearing a marriage apart? How can I leave when I can't find a better job or anywhere to live?
Watching: Naruto Shippuuden
Playing: Omega Ruby